Is God A Narcissist?


Psalm 100

“Shout out praises to the Lord, all the earth!  2 Worship the Lord with joy.  Enter his presence with joyful singing.  3 Acknowledge that the Lord is God.  He made us, and we belong to him; we are his people, the sheep of his pasture.  4 Enter his gates with thanksgiving, and his courts with praise.  Give him thanks.  Praise his name.  5 For the Lord is good.  His loyal love endures, and he is faithful through all generations.”

As I read, prayed, and meditated on the Word of God today, I was challenged, encouraged, and inspired.   I began to think about the emphasis on, or lack of, gratitude and praise to God, as well as the lack of understanding of what genuine praise truly is.

Psalm 95:2, Psalm 100, and Psalm 103 all express a central element. “Come into God’s presence with gratitude, thankfulness, and adoration.”  The benefits are amazing.  But why is this important?   Is God a narcissist or ego maniac who needs to be affirmed constantly?   If He is, He is not the God of the Bible.  So, why?

The reason is first our own minds and hearts.   

  • Without gratitude, we develop an entitlement mentality, and selfishness grows. 
  • Without adoration (expressed love), we turn inward and make ourselves the pinnacle (throne) of our lives.

As we focus on the person, power, and provision of God, we realize our frailty and His magnitude.  We learn obedience and contentment and are able to live Spirit-directed lives! 

In Acts, we have several examples of ‘Spirit-Directed Lives.’  Acts 8:26: Philip’s encounter with the Ethiopian Eunuch.   Philip obeyed, the eunuch was saved, and the gospel went to Ethiopia.  Who knows the full impact of that obedience?

In Acts 9, we have both Ananias the centurion and Peter the apostle living in Spirit-directed obedience.   Ananias sent for Peter, and Peter obeyed.  He violated the Jewish traditional law.  He broke the barriers of sectarianism and prejudice! As a result, the Gentiles received the gospel. (That opened the door for us.)   Acts 10:34-48 reaffirms that truth.

Is there a common theme in living the Spirit-Directed Life?   I believe, yes! The importance, the presence, and the operation of the Holy Spirit.   How do you live a truly Spirit-Directed Life without the fullness of the Holy Spirit? One of the key elements in the expansion of the early church, as revealed in Acts 9:31, was the fear (reverential awe) of God AND the encouragement of the Holy Spirit.

Had Ananias not been obedient, Paul the apostle might have slipped through the cracks.  Although I believe God would have used someone else or sovereignly worked His work, Ananias’ obedience resulted in the launching of an unequaled ministry in the New Testament.

We don’t know the full result of our one act of obedience!   Living a Spirit-directed life could result in the release of another Paul, Billy Graham, Dwight L. Moody, Jonathan Edwards, George Whitefield, or W.J. Seymour (Azusa Street).   Maybe a Corrie ten Boom.   

Heaven will reveal the extent.   However, even if our obedience resulted only in the salvation of a Nameless person with no major impact, they are who Jesus died for!  Their salvation causes jubilation in heaven.

But our Spirit-directed lives also bring a smile to God’s face. The Aaronic Blessing becomes a reality in our lives (Numbers 6:22-27).  Our goal is to be filled to overflowing with the Holy Spirit!

LORD, help us to realize that we Worship You, not Your Ego!

Faith Rather Than Fear


Psalm 84:4-5 – “How blessed are those who live in your temple and praise you continually. (Selah)  5 How blessed are those who find their strength in you, and long to travel the roads that lead to your temple.”

As I read, prayed, and meditated on the Word of God today, I had a sense of the All-Knowing God and His desire for all people.   Of course, God desires that everyone be saved.   However, He desires that those who believe receive the power of the miraculous.

He expects us to do what Jesus did, live as Jesus lived, and give our whole being to Him.   Total Surrender of the Total Person, so that the Living Christ can be manifested in, by, and through us.  Psalm 84 reveals that God’s presence provides strength to those who abide in it!

Psalm 90:8 reminds us that God knows all, even the things we hide from others, and perhaps even from ourselves.  Then, Psalm 91, the Covenant Promise Psalm, filled my consciousness.

It begins by describing the condition of the person fully surrendered to God.   It describes the protection provided. In (vv 2-4), we see the provision of protection for those who abide in God!   The consumed are preserved and provided for.   This only applies to those who abide.  Those who come and go are targets for the enemy.

Psalm 91:5 makes an interesting statement that we miss.   Not that we miss the thought of deliverance from evil, but it says, “You need not fear…”   Need does not mean it is a choice!   It’s up to us!   We choose to fear or have faith.

If we have faith rather than fear, we will see the chaos, calamity, and confusion, but it won’t bring us down or suck us into its black hole of despair.   We are abiding in the Presence and embracing the Provision.  We are learning to live with divine expectations.

Why?  Because we know something the world does not. (vv 9-13) Describe the benefits that flow from that condition and position.   No Harm, no illness (divine health).   Angelic protection keeping us from harm.  Divine enablement: able to defeat the lion and snake.

God’s promise is revealed in (vv 14-16).  Deliverance from danger, answers to prayers, rescue from danger, and a life of contentment and wholeness.   That’s what the early church exhibited.   It wasn’t just the apostles; it was everyone.  

Stephen is a prime example.  He was not an apostle.  He was a deacon, but even more relevant, a believer, a member of the church and the family of God. His secret was that he was full (saturated and overflowing) with the Holy Spirit and faith (trust and confidence). He was us! He was everyman. He was the Church.

If we seek and abide in the All-Knowing Creator of All Things, that is where we are to be.   Why don’t we have it or see it?  We don’t expect it often because we think, “I’m not worthy.”   You are not, in yourself, but you are if Christ is in you and you are saturated and overflowing with the Holy Spirit.

Why Not Now? Why Not Us?

Compared to the Bible


Psalm 73:1-5 – “Certainly God is good to Israel, and to those whose motives are pure.  2 But as for me, my feet almost slipped; my feet almost slid out from under me.  3 For I envied those who are proud, as I observed the prosperity of the wicked.  4 For they suffer no pain; their bodies are strong and well fed.  5 They are immune to the trouble common to men; they do not suffer as other men do.”

As I read, prayed, and pondered the Word of God today, my spirit was challenged.   Comparisons are seldom good, but the Holy Spirit seemed to direct me to compare myself and today’s Christian community to those of the Bible.   As I reflected on that comparison, I felt remorse and shame.   I felt woefully deficient.

Psalm 73 is worthy of careful examination and is a catalyst to propel us into a deeper pursuit of God.   The Psalmist was disheartened.   He was looking at what he thought was inequity regarding the godly and the ungodly.

He begins with a truth, then plunges into darkness before coming back to the light. (v 1) – God is good to Israel & all who have pure motives.   Even with that knowledge foundation, he let his interpretation of God’s dealings with people bring him into despair.  Envy crept in as his eyes and mind ruled him. (v 3).

He even began to question God’s integrity (v 11) – “Is the Most High aware of what goes on?”   The devil was at work powerfully in his mind. As a result, he concluded that godliness was a waste of time; after all, look at the way the ungodly live and get away with it. Why try?

Then (v 17) – “I entered the precincts of God’s temple and understood (the light came on) the destiny of the wicked.” (Pay Day Someday).  His enlightenment filled his heart with hope and contentment. He declared in (v 26): “My flesh and my heart may grow weak, but God ALWAYS protects my heart and gives me STABILITY.”    Hallelujah!

There is a danger in becoming ritualistically religious, and through that, self-righteousness reveals itself.   One statement by the Jewish leaders, contending for Jesus to be crucified, screams of the power of religion.   John 19:15 – “We have no king but Caesar.”   They made the government higher than God.   They did this to preserve their religious system.

The Early Church had some characteristics not always seen today.  Who they were defined, what they did, and the results they enjoyed.

  • They were filled with the Holy Spirit (The Promise of the Father).

That was the expected norm and the identifier of Salvation.

  • They were Covenant-minded. (Acts 1:14).

Many make this a system of Socialism because they think with human reason and fail to grasp the concept of Covenant. This was Covenant in action – what is mine is yours, and yours is mine. I defend you with my life.

  • They practiced Discipleship. Acts 2:42 – “They were devoting themselves to the apostles’ teaching (Discipleship and Equipping for the work of ministry), and to fellowship (bonding and being formed), to the breaking of bread (shared meals & communion), and to prayer (corporate and individual).

How does that compare to today?   They did this Daily (Acts 2:46-47), and we find it hard to make 1 or 2 gatherings per week.

  • They were all witnesses, but today we have many who insist Faith is a private matter and are silent.

How much value do we place on souls?  How real is hell to us?  How real is Jesus to us?   I suggest we reconsider what Jesus asked Peter just before He went to heaven in John 21. “Do you love Me?”    The question is “How Much?”

How much is revealed by how we live, what we do, and what is chief in our lives.  We insist that there is not enough time, but don’t we find time for what we desire?

If God is my consuming passion and His Kingdom my driving purpose, nothing can stop me from pursuing His purposes.

Worth Waiting For


Psalm 62:1-2 – “For God alone I patiently wait; he is the one who delivers me.  2 He alone is my protector and deliverer.  He is my refuge; I will not be upended.”

We have all heard or said about something, “Worth waiting for.”   But when it comes to God and developing a relationship, we don’t want to wait and often do not wait.  We have adopted and are driven by an inner compulsion to act or do. Waiting is anathema to us!

Psalm 62:1-2 – “For God alone I patiently wait…”   Most don’t.   We may wait, but certainly not patiently.   We live hurried lives of doing when God seeks our hearts and trust.   Our deadlines are not His!   God is God; that means any delay is purposeful, and His work is powerful IF we embrace the principles He presents.   It may be part of the pruning process (John 15).

Psalm 63:1-3 describes the person who is totally consumed with God.  His presence is the consuming passion of their hearts. They do not long for answers, but HIM!   His presence (which reveals His love) is more desired than life itself. Most are clamoring for more in life rather than more life!


Psalm 68:3 stopped me in my tracks. “But the godly are happy; they rejoice before God and are OVERCOME with joy.”  Overcome with joy?  Jesus said in John 16, referring to this, that our Joy would be full or complete.   Our impatience is never more realized than when we find ourselves in a desperate situation.

Psalm 69:1-3 describes a condition that many have known and may now be struggling with.

  • The water (trouble) has reached our necks.
  • We are sinking and being overwhelmed.
  • The recurrent attacks are overpowering us.
  • We are exhausted (physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually)

from yelling at God, asking for help.

We frustrate ourselves by begging for help when God says in Matthew 6:33, “Seek FIRST God!”   In His presence is peace, power, and provision. God’s desire is expressed in Jesus’ words in John 14-16.

  • Seek Him, not our preconceived answers.
  • Become one with Him through the indwelling of the Holy Spirit.

According to John 16:3, the Holy Spirit is our ear to the Throne Room of Heaven.  The indwelling presence of the Holy Spirit enables us to see and hear what Heaven is saying and doing.

Wait on the LORD!    Wait in the LORD!   Wait with the LORD!   If we have God, stuff takes care of itself.  If we have God, we have an inner knowing (GPS) that guides us.   If we have God, stress has no lodging place, and we can live! Most strive to survive rather than thrive, being alive in God.

Make God your goal; He is worth waiting for!   Stop stressing; you are not in control!  If God is not the consuming passion, then problems, needs, and desires control us.   If He is, God becomes bigger than any need, and peace wraps us like a warm blanket on a cold night.

LORD, You are worth waiting for; teach us to wait!

Three Spiritual Cousins


Psalm 51:10-13 – “Create for me a pure heart, O God.  Renew a resolute spirit within me.  11 Do not reject me.  Do not take your Holy Spirit away from me.  12 Let me again experience the joy of your deliverance.  Sustain me by giving me the desire to obey.  13 Then I will teach rebels your merciful  ways,
and sinners will turn to you.”

As I read, prayed, and mused on the Word of God today, the thought impressed upon my heart was Trust.  Trust and faith are cousins.  It is impossible to have faith without trust, and if we trust, we have faith.  They are two legs of a three-legged stool.  The third leg is obedience!  There are other elements, but that trichotomy is indispensable in fulfilling the purposes of God.

Psalm 51:10-13, the Psalmist prays a unique prayer worthy of daily inclusion in our lives.  He asked for a supernatural work in him that would transform his heart.  From that place of a transformed heart, he asked for a resolute (reliable) spirit.  

In that state of purity and dependability, he prayed for acceptance and the needed anointing (take not Your Holy Spirit from me). He knew that in that condition or state of spiritual transformation, he could receive full deliverance, producing an overflow of infectious joy, enabling him to teach others and reap the harvest.  His prayer was not only internal but external. The Lost Souls were on his mind. That is to have a Kingdom mentality.

We face life’s uncertainty with certainty when God is our refuge.  Psalm 56 is powerfully encouraging and revealing.  Fear attacks everyone, but (v 3) gives the path to victory. “When I am afraid, I trust You.”  We make the choice to trust God!

In (vv 8-13), we have a revelation that should calm every fear and banish every doubt, as well as destroy all self-pity.

  • God keeps a record of every moment of sorrow and suffering.
  • God keeps every tear we cry and records them. Nothing has escaped His notice.
  • God is on our side, not that He is choosing sides, but in our struggle against the forces of darkness, God chooses us!
  • If we choose God and trust Him, fear has no place to dwell. We Trust God.
  • God keeps us from stumbling. The purpose is so that we can enjoy life through serving God.

Psalm 59:9-10 is my anchor. “You are my source of strength. I will wait (trust) for you. For (because) God is my refuge. The God who loves me will help me; God will enable me to triumph over my enemies.”

I choose to trust God!  I am confident that He knows, sees, hears, and will help! What He has done in me will enable me to maintain a right attitude in Everything!

Look out, devil, here we come triumphant!